Showing posts with label opinions. Show all posts
Showing posts with label opinions. Show all posts

Tuesday, May 26, 2026

Primary Colors

New year, new county, new ballot!

This was an interesting one, with a high-profile wide-open governor's race in the top spot, and lots of lower-profile positions that I needed to educate myself on. While details vary, I find that my California November ballots generally have very easy lesser-of-two-evils or good-versus-bad choices, while the spring primary can be a lot more fraught, often with my heart and mind tugged in opposing directions. While researching, I also noticed that these days I have fewer trusted sources for endorsements. When I first moved out to California my first stop for election guidance was usually the major newspapers' editorial boards; but these days all media has been corporatized and homogenized, and I usually don't even think to check them, outside of very local minor races.

With no further ado, here's how I'm casting my ballot!

Governor: Tom Steyer (!!!!)

I know, I'm at least as shocked as you are. I came into this election with a strong preference for Katie Porter, who built a fantastic track record in Congress taking on evil megacorps and championing the smallfolk. But I've been very soured by her embrace of "slopulism" in this race, with a good-headline-but-terrible-policy promise to eliminate all income taxes under $100k of income. I could write a whole blog post on this, but it's so terrible on multiple levels. Fundamentally we need to return to an ethos of collective vision, us as a society investing in our nation, creating a civil state that works for us. Moving to an oligarchal system that's exclusively funded by the wealthy will alienate the majority of citizens and place the real power in the hands of the elites who Porter has traditionally questioned.

I can't believe I'm voting for a billionaire, but Steyer is the best of the major contenders. I was moved by the support from Rebecca Solnit and the California DSA (!!!).

Lieutenant Governor: Oliver Ma

Secretary of State: Shirley Weber

Controller: Malia Cohen

Treasurer: Anna Caballero

Attorney General: Rob Bonta

Bonta is probably my favorite person in California politics at the moment. I'm a little surprised he's staying in this position instead of angling for something else, but he's been doing fantastic work, and I'll enjoy seeing him continue, especially in these critical coming years.

Insurance Commissioner: Ben Allen

California's insurance market is another thing that could merit an entire blog post. This is a pretty wide-open race, I feel the most optimistic about Allen in actually navigating the difficult road ahead of us.

Insurance Commissioner is also such a weird race. I think people get elected by denigrating and attacking insurance companies, but when in office the most important job is working productively with them.

State Board of Equalization 2nd District: Sally Lieber

Sally's great!

12th Congressional District: Lateefah Simon

18th Assembly District: Mia Bonta

Superior Court Judge Office #13: Cabral Bonner

Superior Court Judge Office #19: Selia Warren

State Superintendent of Public Instruction: Nichelle Henderson

County Superintendent of Schools: Alysse Castro (uncontested)

District Attorney: Ursula Dickson

Measure A (Peralta community college property tax): Yes

Oakland Measure C (tax exemption for small businesses): Yes

I'm very conflicted on this one! It feels bad to hand out tax cuts while the city struggles with a budget deficit. Every reputable source I could find is endorsing this, so I'll jump on board.

Oakland Measure D (modernize an obscure and mostly defunct retirement system): Yes

Oakland Measure E (property tax): Yes


So, that's that! I hope that the angst around the governor's race this year finally convinces California to adopt ranked-choice instant-runoff voting at the state level. The Top Two primary system has served us pretty well in the last couple of decades, but we've entered a phase now where it's cynically manipulated by leading Democrats to boost Republicans to ease their own elections. The now-fading specter of an all-Republican general election race for Governor will hopefully be enough of a warning call for the state and the party to fix this and get us a more democratic system that lets people vote their conscience instead of keeping an eye on strategy.

Sunday, October 13, 2024

Democracy (Yeah You Know Me)

As usual, the 2024 California ballot is a long one! I usually know out the gate how I'll be voting in the political races, but the propositions and measures usually take a bit more research. For future reference, here is how I am casting my vote!



President and Vice President: Kamala D. Harris and Tim Walz

Senator: Adam B. Schiff (ugh)

Senator Again For Some Reason: Adam B. Schiff (still ugh)

US Representative: Kevin Mullin

State Senator: Josh Becker

Assembly Member: Diane Papan

San Mateo County Board of Education: Maurice Goodman

Proposition 2 (bonds for schools): Yes

Proposition 3 (constitutional right to gay marriage): Yes

Proposition 4 (bonds for water projects): Yes

Proposition 5 (lowers required local votes for housing bonds to 55%): Yes

Proposition 6 (abolish forced labor in prisons): Yes

Proposition 32 (raise minimum wage): Yes

Proposition 33 (allows local rent control): Yes

Proposition 34 (revenge for Prop 33): No

Proposition 35 (medi-cal funding): No (I actually like what this would do, but it should be handled by the legislature, not a proposition)

Proposition 36 (repeal Prop 47, re-felonize most thefts): No

Measure J (Millbrae elementary school bond funding): Yes

Measure FF (Expand city council term limits from 2 consecutive to 3 consecutive): No


I have increasingly mixed feelings on our top-two primary/election system. I feel like early on it was really effective for shaking up ineffective but entrenched Democratic incumbents, and let to much more dynamic and competitive elections. In recent years, though, at least at the statewide level, the (usually centrist) Democrats have come up with an effective playbook of elevating marginal Republican candidates who can't win in a general election, so they can coast to an easy victory instead of competing against another Democrat who has a shot. The Harris/Sanchez and Feinstein/DeLeon races were actually interesting, while Schiff/Garvey is not. I increasingly think that ranked-choice with instant runoff is the way to go.

For better or worse, the fall elections can be simplified quite a bit thanks to candidates running unopposed in the first round or (for some races) a candidate winning by a huge margin and skipping the "runoff". Just a reminder to vote in every election to make sure that your vote actually counts, and to see the candidate(s) you'd like to see!

I'm taking a bit of a chill-pill in this election on my standard "vote No on Bonds" principle. I don't really have a great reason for that, more just a general feeling that these are worthy enough projects to overcome my dislike of bonds.

I am feeling a slight amount of relief at casting my vote early, but obviously still have plenty of angst to spare between now and the election. Living in California and the Bay Area, there aren't many competitive races or measures to focus on. If you're like me and have some extra bucks that you'd like to send to a good political cause, I recently started using Oath. This gives a good way to find down-ballot races throughout the country, races that are spending thousands instead of millions of dollars and where your donations can make an outsized impact. They have a pretty nice interface where you can filter by causes you're most passionate about (like climate change, gun safety, mental health, etc.) and specific states. You can donate to specific candidates, which I generally like more than giving to committees and organizations. (The great thing about Oath is that they only focus on competitive elections, so you aren't tempted to waste your money on high-profile but hopeless challengers to, like, Mitch McConnell or Marjorie Taylor Green.) And unlike a lot of other platforms, Oath doesn't share your email address with the candidates, which helps cut down on inbox spam.

So, yeah! I have lots of Thoughts and Feelings about this election, but probably nothing that would surprise long-term readers, so I may or may not write that up in a separate post. I hope everyone stays safe & practices good self-care during this intense time!

Tuesday, February 13, 2024

Vote This Way

As is tradition, here are the items on the ballot and how I will be voting for them!

 


President of the United States: Joseph R. Biden Jr.

County Committee: James Hsu Coleman, Jess Hudson, Sandra Lang, David Burruto

United States Senator Take 1: Katie Porter

United States Senator Take 2: Katie Porter

U. S. Representative: Kevin Mullin

State Senator: Josh Becker

State Assembly: Diane Papan

Judge of Superior Court: Sarah Burdick

County Board of Supervisors: Jackie Speier

Proposition 1: Yes

Senator is probably the most challenging item for me. My heart is truly torn between Barbara Lee, who has been a hero of mine for decades, and Katie Porter, one of my favorite current members of Congress. I had been assuming that one of them would make it to the November election, but it currently looks like Steve Garvey may make the cut (as Schiff follows Newsom's lead in elevating a Republican). Porter seems to have the better chance of advancing, so I Choose Her. I love the idea of doubling the Elizabeth Warren Caucus in the Senate.

I'm also a little torn on Proposition 1. Long-time readers will remember that, when in doubt, I have two rules of thumb when it comes to propositions. Vote "Yes" on taxes and "No" on bonds; and vote "Yes" on legislature-initiated propositions and "No" on voter-initiated propositions. Well, this one is a legislature-initiated bond. As with every bond we ever vote on, it's for a good cause: this time, treating mental illness. And as with all of these bonds, it will be funded by paying wealthy people tax-free interest for decades to come, taxing the working poor and transferring wealth up the chain. Literally everybody I can find has endorsed it, so I'll hold my nose and vote "Yes" while I continue to sputter about the irresponsibility of relying on bonds to fund continuing programs.

Wednesday, January 17, 2024

The Best DLC

Inspired by an off-handed text exchange with my brother, I got to thinking: what are my favorite DLCs? It seems like the sort of thing I'd make a list of, but it doesn't look like I have yet, so I thought I'd do it now!

 

 

Ground rules:

  1. "DLC" means any game that originally required the base game in order to play. I'm including Expansions in this list as well.
  2. The DLC has to unlock some meaningful content, such as additional story, levels, maps, mechanics, etc.
  3. While this is obviously very subjective, I'm trying to rank this in order of how much the DLC adds to my enjoyment of the base game. But if I didn't like the base game very much, there's only so much a DLC can do to improve it.
  4. Obviously, this only includes DLC that I've played and clearly remember. 
  5. This does include expansions that are now always sold with the base game (like Neverwinter Nights), so long as they were originally sold separately.

This list excludes:

  1. Free DLC, like Shadows of Hong Kong or Mass Effect 3: Enhanced Ending.
  2. Free updates, like "Game of the Year" / "Ultimate" editions, even if they add content.
  3. Episodic content.
  4. MMO expansions.
  5. DLC that just adds cosmetics.
  6. Boosts: free money, gear, etc.
  7. Mods, like "Fall from Heaven 2".
  8. Spin-offs or sequels.
  9. I've excluded most Paradox DLC, because honestly I have a hard time keeping track of what expansions add what content. They do make good DLC, though!
     

 Without further ado, here are my all-time favorite DLCs, ranked:

  1. Citadel
  2. Beyond the Sword 
  3. Mask of the Betrayer
  4. Trespasser
  5. Throne of Bhaal
  6. Fantastic Worlds
  7. Tales of the Sword Coast
  8. Awakening
  9. Mark of the Assassin
  10. Conflicts in Civilization
  11. Blood and Wine 
  12. Dawnguard
  13. Shivering Isles 
  14. Warlords
  15. In Nomine
  16. Burial at Sea
  17. Old World Blues
  18. Witch Hunt 
  19. Hordes of the Underdark
  20. The Descent
  21. Warden's Keep
  22. Forge of Virtue
  23. Tribunal
  24. Hearts of Stone
  25. Jaws of Hakkon 
  26. Omega
  27. Leliana's Song 
  28. Legacy
  29. Dragonborn 
  30. Shadows of Undrentide 
  31. The Silver Seed
  32. Stone Prisoner
  33. Golems of Amgarrak
  34. Bloodmoon
  35. Opposing Force
  36. Return to Ostagar
  37. Nights of the Nine
  I'm pretty sure I'm forgetting some (particularly non-RPG ones), I may add to this list if I remember more!

Sunday, May 22, 2022

Primary Color

I have a backlog of half-written posts waiting to be published, mostly on hold because I'm getting deeply wrapped up in Europa Universalis IV. There is a time-sensitive thing coming up, though: the primary election here in California! As usual, here's my personal take on each race and measure. I'm skipping over uncontested races.

 


I'm honestly not very passionate about a lot of these offices, so there's less color commentary here than normal. But that doesn't mean it's unimportant! In local and county races, candidates can win outright with 50%+ in the primary, not even appearing on the more-popular November ballot. The smaller turnout in the primary also means your vote counts for more and has a bigger impact.

Senator: Alex Padilla

Senator Again For Some Reason: Alex Padilla

15th Congressional District: Kevin Mullin

21st Assembly District: James Hsuchen Coleman

Superintendent of Public Instruction: Tony K. Thurmond

Assessor-County Clerk-Recorder: Mark Church

Sheriff: Christina Corpus

Measure E: Yes. (Even though I continue to strongly believe that we should be raising taxes rather than issuing bonds to support public services.)

Governor: Gavin Newsom

Lieutenant Governor: Eleni Kounalakis

Secretary of State: Shirley N. Weber

Controller: Malia M. Cohen

Treasurer: Fiona Ma

Attorney General: Rob Bonta

Insurance Commissioner: Ricardo Lara

Member, State Board of Equalization, 2nd District: Sally J. Lieber

Monday, October 05, 2020

How To Vote

California obviously has a lot of challenges right now, but I still love this state and am glad and proud to be a Californian. One of the many virtues of this state is its robust vote-by-mail system. Like many states west of the Rocky Mountains, VBM is normalized and heavily practiced here, which is always good for democracy in general (higher participation, easier access to information) and is particularly good in a pandemic year.

This is "the big election", the Presidential year when turnout numbers will be highest and interest the strongest; but this ballot is actually quite a bit shorter than in previous years. Statewide California offices are filled in midterm elections, and while we do have a lot of propositions there aren't as many as from other years. Still, there's a lot of important stuff in there. And, without further ado, here is how I will vote!

PRESIDENT AND VICE PRESIDENT

Joseph R. Biden and Kamala D. Harris. Biden was not my first choice in the primary, but the choice here is really clear. A man with clear empathy and compassion in the office will be a balm after the last four years. I've been a decades-long admirer of Harris, and it's been great seeing her grow in stature on the national stage. I think she'll be up for the job she has to do.

U. S. REPRESENTATIVE

Jackie Speier

STATE SENATOR

Josh Becker

STATE ASSEMBLY

Kevin Mullen

SAN MATEO BOARD OF EDUCATION

Rod Hsiao

SAN MATEO COMMUNITY COLLEGE

Maurice Goodman. It's a shame that Goodman and Mandelkern were forced into the same district, I would have happily supported either, but Goodman gets my nod.

SAN MATEO HIGH SCHOOL DISTRICT

Greg Land and Ligia Andrade Zuniga

CITY COUNCIL OF MILLBRAE

Ann Schneider, Anders Fung, You You Xue

PROP 14: STEM CELL BONDS.

No. One of my general rules of thumb is to vote "Yes" on taxes and "No" on bonds. Taxes take money from everyone, often particularly the wealthy, to fund services for everyone. Bonds use the tax code to transfer money from the working class to the investing class. If this research is truly a priority for the state, we should budget it through the General Fund.

 

 

PROP 15: MAKE BUSINESSES PAY FAIRER PROPERTY TAX

Yes. I would honestly prefer a clean repeal of Prop 13, and worry a little that this measure will make future reforms to the property tax harder. Still, it's a massive improvement on the status quo, and I'd rather succeed in passing Prop 15 than fail in repealing Prop 13. 

PROP 16: ALLOW DIVERSITY HIRES IN PUBLIC JOBS

Yes. My other general rule of thumb on ballot initiatives is, when in doubt, I tend to vote in favor of initiatives that were placed on the ballot by the legislature, and against initiatives that were placed by voter signatures. One thing that I really like about this year's official voter information guide is that it also lists how many people voted "Aye" and "Nay" in the Assembly and Senate; when there's an overwhelming majority in favor of something, it increases my confidence that it's a good idea. (Because of our reckless over-use of constitutional amendments in the past, tons of basic things can't be done by the legislature, so they often need to kick things back to the voters to approve.) Anyways: This proposition makes sense, will align the public sector more with how the private sector has been working, and should help make things better!

PROP 17: RESTORE VOTING RIGHTS AFTER LEAVING PRISON

Yes.

PROP 18: ALLOW NEARLY-18-YEAR-OLDS TO VOTE IN PRIMARIES

Yes.

PROP 19: PROPERTY TAX CHANGES

Yes. This seems to be two mostly unrelated changes smooshed together into one measure. Letting seniors move to another house and keep their old property tax bill should be a good change all around: it lets seniors afford to make sensible changes like downsizing, should create some more liquidity in the infamously sluggish California real estate market, and generally promote the kind of turnover we see in the rest of the country. (But again: Just repeal Prop 13!) The more important thing is the back half, though, which closes a gross loophole that lets the wealthy pass massive assets along tax-free for all future generations. Particularly after reading Piketty, I'm all on board for breaking up permanent wealth.

PROP 20: RESTRICT PAROLE FOR SOME NON-VIOLENT OFFENSES

No.

PROP 21: ALLOW RENT CONTROL

Yes. See my vote for Prop 10 two years ago. I'm more unambiguously in favor now, partly because it seems likely we will see more natural decreases in rent prices in CA over the coming years (due to environmental and other factors), and also because I'm more radicalized now on the social utility of limiting profits.

PROP 22: EXEMPT UBER AND LYFT FROM PAYING EMPLOYEE BENEFITS

Strong no. Crap like this has made me start to think that, when private companies pay hundreds of millions of dollars to pass constitutional amendments to benefit their bottom line (see also: every insurance-related initiative you've ever voted on), they should have to match that amount dollar-for-dollar into funding our schools or another worthy endeavors. Let's make that an initiative! Uber and all of its ilk who built their entire business models on evading taxation should get bent.

PROP 23: INCREASE DIALYSIS CLINIC REQUIREMENTS

Yes. Though, to be fair, this is kind of like Prop 22 but funded by unions instead of private companies. Still, it's for a better cause.

PROP 24: CHANGE CONSUMER PRIVACY LAWS

No.

PROP 25: REPLACE MONEY BAIL WITH RISK-BASED BAIL

Yes.

MEASURE RR: SAVE CALTRAIN

Yes. I have a bad feeling about this one, though. It's been in the works for a while, and the timing turned out terrible, asking voters to approve it when transit ridership is at a (pandemic-induced) decades-long low. But I've been pleasantly surprised in the past at locals stepping up to support public transit, and hope to be surprised again!

 

Oh, and I almost forget: Let's grade my performance from the primary!

Honestly, not much there to react to. I still think Warren would be a better nominee and President, but I also am getting increasingly excited by the prospect of her writing legislation in a trifecta federal government. Imagining her as the chairwoman of the Senate Banking Committee, crafting bank regulations, makes me giddy. She'd also be a fantastic Attorney General to revive the agency's moribund antitrust enforcement wing.

I don't pay as much attention as I should to my state representatives, but it was really cool to see that Kevin Mullen is responsible for two propositions on the ballot: 19, which should restore more sanity to our housing tax system, and 18, which extends the franchise to younger voters.


That's it for this election! I am so exhausted by politics of the last four years. A big part of me is looking forward to, hopefully, things being calmer going forward. But, of course, that isn't how politics works. We'll still need to deal with the root causes of all the problems we're facing. The endless fires are a result of global climate change. Massive inequalities are a result of our unfair tax system. The pandemic is definitely not helped by our terrible private health care system. The ongoing and consequence-free state murder of black citizens is a result of institutionalized racism. All these, and many more, problems will require big, ambitious, hard changes with lots of money and influence supporting the status quo. No matter who or what wins at every level, we'll need to keep on pressure and keep pushing to ensure that necessary changes happen. The good news is, the new crop of people should be vastly more receptive to such pressure than the previous set.

Friday, February 07, 2020

Political Power Grows Out Of The Barrel Of A Blog

Hey-hey, it's 2020 let's vote! As usual California is making it easy to do so, with an all-vote-by-mail primary. There's a lot of attention on this election: it's a big presidential one with a competitive Democratic primary, and, unlike many other years, California is participating in Super Tuesday, so our votes may actually matter for once.



I am a little curious about how this race will play out. Many of the candidates printed on my ballot have already officially dropped out of the race, and many Californians will vote before results in New Hampshire, Nevada and South Carolina (and, heck, maybe even Iowa!) are known. Depending on how early folks mail in their ballots, people who have dropped out and endorsed other candidates may still end up with a not-insignificant number of votes. And of course California's generous election rules (ballots only need to be postmarked by Election Day and will still count even if received a week later) may make it hard for people to determine who "won" California.

But, that's what makes this all exciting!

Without further ado, here's who I'm voting for.

President: Elizabeth Warren

I've been kind of obsessing over this race for years; but filling out this ballot is a gentle reminder that my vote in other races matters far more. More than five million California Democrats will be weighing in on who should lead our country in Washington, DC; just a few thousand will be deciding who should set the policies that impact our daily lives far closer to home.

I'll cheerfully support any nominee to come out of the primary heading into the general election. I think that Bernie Sanders has it right: we need to stop thinking of politics as something that happens once every four years. Instead, we need a continually engaged public movement applying constant pressure through the political system in order to achieve meaningful change. The good news is that, while some candidates will head into that office with better policies than others, every one of them will be vastly more receptive to public pressure to do the right things. We'll just need to work harder on some of them than others... but that's what democracy is all about, and we need to recognize that the ball is in our court.

Country Committee: Nick Akers, Ashleigh Evans, Sandra Lang, and David Burruto

14th Congressional District: Jackie Speier

I've been increasingly impressed at her performance in recent years. The Bay Area has a stellar congressional delegation, and Speier doesn't seem as visible as members like Zoe Lofgren, Anna Eshoo, Eric Swalwell, Ro Khanna, Barbara Lee or Nancy Pelosi. But Jackie has been a great voice in the #MeToo era, and I'm proud to have her representing me on Capitol Hill.

13th Senate District: Sally Lieber

An actual competitive race for once! I spent longer researching this than all other items put together (though still just a fraction of the attention I've paid to the presidential race, of course!). There are lot of good options here. I'm voting for Sally Lieber, who has a bold vision that includes implementing a single-payer healthcare system in California. She has previously served in the Assembly and delivered big wins like a minimum-wage increase, so I think she'll be able to hit the ground running in the state Senate. And it's hella cool that she's picked up the local DSA endorsement!

22nd Assembly District: Kevin Mullin

1st District Board of Supervisors: Dave Pine

Prop 13 ($15B bonds for school construction): No

Ever since reading Capital in the 21st Century I've grown even more bearish on the government borrowing money to fund projects: it accelerates inequality by taxing the population and paying interest to the already-wealthy people buying muni bonds. We badly need to return to a system where we (gasp) tax ourselves and (gasp!) spend the money on things that need to be done. Unfortunately, California's past idiocy has made the more frugal and moral tax-and-spend vastly more difficult than the wasteful and immoral borrow-and-spend. Still, we need to stop this sometime, and I'm starting now.

Measure L ($385M bonds for school upgrades): No

See above. We need to repeal all of Prop 13, not least the asinine requirement for a 2/3 vote for local taxes. Bonds are Bad, Taxes are Terrific!

Now, let's grade me on how well I voted last time:

I grudgingly approve of the job Gavan Newsom is doing. I'll probably never admire him the same way I did Jerry Brown, but he's been more forceful than his predecessor on some important issues. I'm particularly excited by the pressure he's currently applying to PG&E, and am dreaming of a world where the people literally take back their power.

Xavier Becerra is killing it, too. Most of the headlines related to him are the "California Sues Trump!!" variety, but he's no showboat, and is working hard on local issues and implementations of law. I recently heard a great interview about how his office is gearing up to crack down on CCPA violations, and he's coming out swinging against Uber and Postmates in defense of AB 5. He's also using his office to slow or block the controversial selling of the .org top-level domain registry to a greedy private equity firm. More of this, please!

On a more sour note, I'm regretting my support of Feinstein over Kevin de Leon. She isn't terrible, but she's far from the best our state has to offer. I am glad to have Kamala Harris representing us, and look forward to a newer, more responsive generation of leadership.

I'm thrilled that Prop 6 failed! I think that really helps show how much smarter and better Californians are today than they were in the 70s: There was literally a ballot measure that asked "Do you want to lower your taxes?" and people voted "No" en masse. It gives me enormous hope for the future.

The Measure II failure kills me. 62% of residents voted to support it, and it still failed! We need to repeal Prop 13 yesterday. It is good to see that the city council is still moving forward and identifying funding, but geez, this dumb state.

And I'm correspondingly thrilled that Measure W passed. It needed 66.67%, and got 66.87%! This dumb state, but this great county, I'm proud of you. I've already seen first-hand some of the great improvements this has enabled: electric buses, the return of the ECR Rapid express service, and the return of the airport shuttle. Those last two services were eliminated during the 2008 recession, which blew up the county's asinine insistence on funding transportation solely through their general revenue services (see also: their shameful treatment of BART). As noted before on this blog, in an ideal world I would prefer progressive funding over a regressive sales tax, but sales tax revenues are far more predictable and less volatile than those based on Silicon Valley profit-sharing, and until we have a better system for smoothing out the spending from progressive income (or wealth!) taxes over many years, I'm glad that we'll have a solid sales tax to rely on.

That's that! On the whole I feel pretty happy with how things turned out in 2018, let's keep this party going!

Monday, February 03, 2020

My Favorite RPGs of the 2010s

So I've been playing Pathfinder: Kingmaker, and liking it more and more the further along I get. I've started mentally sorting it - "Definitely better than Pillars of Eternity. Is it better than Shadowrun: Hong Kong, though? How would you even compare a massive, crunchy, 100+ hours FRPG with a svelte, modern, streamlined 20-hour cyberpunk RPG?" And it occurred to me that, hey, maybe I should just go ahead and rank ALL THE RPGs!

More specifically, this is a belated list of my favorite RPGs of the 2010s. I came up with this list by reviewing all my blog posts with the "rpg" tag, published between January 1 2010 and December 31 2019. Some of them are arguably not RPGs, but I don't feel like re-tagging my post history. Items in [brackets] were released prior to 2010 but first played by me in this decade. (I have also bracketed Remastered/Enhanced versions of games I played in previous decades.) Items with stars* are games that I wrote one or more blog post about but never finished. And, I'm not listing games that I played but never blogged about, including the first two Witcher games. In most cases I included DLCs and remasters with the original games, except I have split out the various Neverwinter Nights expansions into separate entries.

This is a straightforward "What I enjoyed the most" list, as opposed to the more forceful and controversial "best" or "most influential" lists. As with previous lists of this type, I'm basing this on my current feelings in 2020, and not how much I loved a game at the time that I played it.

Without further ado, here are My Favorite RPGs of the 2010s!
  1. Dragon Age: Inquisition
  2. Fallout: New Vegas
  3. Divinity: Original Sin 2
  4. Shadowrun: Dragonfall
  5. The Witcher 3
  6. Sil
  7. [Vampire: The Masquerade: Bloodlines
  8. [Neverwinter Nights 2: Mask of the Betrayer]
  9. Siege of Dragonspear
  10. Shadowrun: Hong Kong 
  11. Mass Effect 3
  12. Sunless Skies
  13. [Fallen London]
  14. Dragon Age 2
  15. South Park: The Stick of Truth
  16. [Baldur's Gate: Enhanced Edition]
  17. Dex
  18. Lord of the Rings Online
  19. [Neverwinter Nights 2]
  20. [Planescape: Torment: Enhanced Edition]
  21. The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim
  22. Torment: Tides of Numenara
  23. Pillars of Eternity
  24. [Neverwinter Nights: Hordes of the Underdark]
  25. Wasteland 2*
  26. Shadowrun Returns (Dead Man's Switch)
  27. Mass Effect Andromeda
  28. [Fallout 3]
  29. Divinity: Original Sin*
  30. [BioShock]
  31. [Neverwinter Nights: Shadows of Undrentide]
  32.  Deus Ex: Human Revolution
  33.  BioShock 2
  34.  Star Wars: The Old Republic
  35.  [Neverwinter Nights]

I do like RPGs a lot! Even the games near the bottom gave me a lot of pleasure. For example, I still have very fond memories of the Imperial Agent storyline in SWTOR; in that case, my memories of grind diminish it somewhat, but I still have no regrets about playing it.

I'm still in progress on Pathfinder: Kingmaker, obviously, but at the moment I think I would slot it at #5, between Dragonfall and The Witcher 3. Yes, I'm liking it that much!

Tuesday, June 27, 2017

Top 100 games of all time

One of my favorite YouTubers, Cannot Be Tamed, recently started doing a countdown of her top 100 games. I thought that sounded fun, so here's my own list!

  1. Fall from Heaven II
  2. Baldur's Gate II
  3. Life Is Strange
  4. Civilization IV 
  5. Dragon Age Inquisition
  6. Sid Meier's Pirates!
  7. Dragon Age Origins
  8. Portal 2
  9. The Walking Dead Season 1
  10. Planescape: Torment
  11. Ultima VI
  12. Grim Fandango
  13. Fallout New Vegas 
  14. Civilization II 
  15. Deus Ex
  16. Digital: A Love Story 
  17. Mario Kart 64
  18. Fallen London
  19. Maniac Mansion
  20. Portal
  21. Oregon Trail
  22. System Shock 2
  23. Hero's Quest (Quest for Glory 1)
  24. Mask of the Betrayer
  25. Red Dead Redemption
  26. Ultima VII
  27. Quest for Glory II: Trial by Fire 
  28. Vampire: The Masquerade: Bloodlines
  29. Chrono Trigger
  30. GTA San Andreas
  31. Shadowrun Dragonfall
  32. Mass Effect 3 
  33. Prince of Persia 
  34. Sil
  35. Katamari Damacy
  36. Rez
  37. Shadowrun Hong Kong
  38. Space Quest III
  39. The Last of Us 
  40. Rock Band
  41. Super Mario Bros III
  42. Transistor
  43. ICO
  44. Mass Effect
  45. HalfLife 2 
  46. Final Fantasy VII
  47. Baldur's Gate 
  48. Monkey Island 
  49. Dance Dance Revolution
  50. Gone Home
  51. 80 Days 
  52. Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles: Turtles in Time
  53. Metal Gear Solid 2
  54. Shadowrun (SNES)
  55. Legend of Zelda
  56. HalfLife
  57. Day of the Tentacle
  58. Final Fantasy VI
  59. Mass Effect 2
  60. Hate Plus 
  61. Time Crisis 
  62. Dex
  63. Civilization
  64. Plague Inc.
  65. Sid Meier's Alpha Centauri
  66. Final Fantasy X-2 
  67. Europa Universalis III
  68. Neverwinter Nights II
  69. Sunless Sea
  70. The Walking Dead Season 2
  71. Final Fantasy X
  72. The Binding of Isaac 
  73. South Park: The Stick of Truth
  74. Colonization
  75. Lord of the Rings Online
  76. The Wolf Among Us 
  77. Betrayal at Krondor
  78. Number Munchers
  79. Zak McKracken and the Alien Mindbenders
  80. Analogue: A Hate Story 
  81. Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (NES)
  82. Castle Adventure
  83. The Elder Scrolls III: Morrowind
  84. Her Story
  85. Psychonauts
  86. The Witcher III
  87. Castles (DOS)
  88. NationStates
  89. The Simpsons Hit & Run
  90. King's Quest III
  91. Lemonade Stand
  92. Final Fantasy XII 
  93. The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim 
  94. Star Wars: The Old Republic
  95. The Two Towers (PS2)
  96. StarTropics
  97. Spiritual Warfare
  98. Fallout 3
  99. Pillars of Eternity
  100. GTA V
Excuses and rationalizations:

My criteria for this list is simply based on how fondly I remember each game. No particular consideration is given to how influential a title was or how much I think others would like it.

Older games almost certainly do not hold up to their rankings here! I value them greatly because I first encountered them when the world was young and full of possibilities.

Conversely, since I'm evaluating these from the perspective of my feelings in 2017 and not at the time of play, some games that I greatly appreciated but have since soured on are ranked lower or missing altogether. The various Bioshock games are probably the main example here.

I didn't have any particular cutoff for eligibility, but was a bit more conservative about recently-played games. The Cat Lady and Dreamfall Chapters will probably make the list after they've had some more time to percolate.

Expansions, DLC, mods, and remakes all contribute to the base game's ranking. So, for example, Baldur's Gate includes my experiences with the vanilla game, the modded game, Tales of the Sword Coast, and BGEE. The only exception is when an expansion or mod takes the form of a standalone game that is not linked to the base game.

Each entry in a series is ranked independently of one another. Exceptions were made in cases where the entries all shared similar mechanics and story and blur together in my mind - this includes most rhythm games as well as Katamari.

This list is ranked, but just as a snapshot in time. It's really hard to compare games, particularly across genres.

All of these games are good, even #100!

I'm sure I forgot major titles. Whoops. I may or may not revise this list, but it isn't intended to be a living thing.

Thursday, October 11, 2012

Movie Madness

Lists are fun! They provoke discussion and thought (often in that order). The AV Club recently compiled their list of the Top 50 films of the 1990's. The thing that surprises me most about this list is just how good it is: I have relatively few quibbles with items on there or ones that were omitted. It isn't perfect, of course, but much closer to perfect than most such lists.

It also made me realize that I'm WAY more familiar with the 90's than I am with movies from the past decade. Partly that's because I rarely go to the movies these days; partly it's because movies that have been around for longer have presented more viewing opportunities. I probably saw most of these movies in college or shortly thereafter, but I'm gradually catching up on old movies thanks to DVDs and online streaming.

I don't have the energy or knowledge to compile my own top 50, but here's my crack at a top 15. This is mostly defined by how much I enjoyed movies, not necessarily their importance or objective quality. Rankings are very tentative.

15. Dark City
14. Last of the Mohicans
13. Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas
12. Fight Club
11. Hamlet (Kenneth Brannagh, not Mel Gibson)
10. Silence of the Lambs
9. Groundhog Day
8. Pulp Fiction
7. The Big Lebowski
6. The Matrix
5. Fargo
4. Princess Mononoke
3. Office Space
2. Run Lola Run
1. 12 Monkeys

Several of these didn't make the AV Club's list, or even their "Orphans, Outliers, and Personal Favorites" list. I can understand some of the omissions, but the absence of "Run Lola Run" absolutely astonishes.

Friday, August 26, 2011

Just for fun

Here's a link to the results of NPR's survey of the best-loved fantasy and Sci-Fi books. (Series count as a single book.) It's a very good list, and makes me believe in the good taste of my fellow nerds.

Of course, nobody would exactly match this list, but there are only a few oddities. I'm not at all surprised to see Wheel of Time on there, but I am shocked that it's still in the #12 spot.

Because I have time and am a bit bored, here's my experience with all these books. Books in italics are ones I've read. Books in bold are those I've read and recommend. (Note: italics doesn't necessarily mean I dislike them, but I wouldn't go out of my way to read them again.) Where necessary, I've included comments below the titles (I've tried to keep these to a minimum). Happy geeking!


1. The Lord Of The Rings Trilogy, by J.R.R. Tolkien
2. The Hitchhiker's Guide To The Galaxy, by Douglas Adams
3. Ender's Game, by Orson Scott Card
Just the book, not the series.
4. The Dune Chronicles, by Frank Herbert
Stop after the first one.
5. A Song Of Ice And Fire Series, by George R. R. Martin
6. 1984, by George Orwell
7. Fahrenheit 451, by Ray Bradbury
8. The Foundation Trilogy, by Isaac Asimov
9. Brave New World, by Aldous Huxley
10. American Gods, by Neil Gaiman
11. The Princess Bride, by William Goldman
12. The Wheel Of Time Series, by Robert Jordan
13. Animal Farm, by George Orwell
14. Neuromancer, by William Gibson
15. Watchmen, by Alan Moore
16. I, Robot, by Isaac Asimov
17. Stranger In A Strange Land, by Robert Heinlein
18. The Kingkiller Chronicles, by Patrick Rothfuss
19. Slaughterhouse-Five, by Kurt Vonnegut
20. Frankenstein, by Mary Shelley
21. Do Androids Dream Of Electric Sheep?, by Philip K. Dick
22. The Handmaid's Tale, by Margaret Atwood
23. The Dark Tower Series, by Stephen King
24. 2001: A Space Odyssey, by Arthur C. Clarke
25. The Stand, by Stephen King
26. Snow Crash, by Neal Stephenson
27. The Martian Chronicles, by Ray Bradbury
28. Cat's Cradle, by Kurt Vonnegut
29. The Sandman Series, by Neil Gaiman
Woohoo! Delighted to see this one on here.
30. A Clockwork Orange, by Anthony Burgess
31. Starship Troopers, by Robert Heinlein
32. Watership Down, by Richard Adams
33. Dragonflight, by Anne McCaffrey
34. The Moon Is A Harsh Mistress, by Robert Heinlein
35. A Canticle For Leibowitz, by Walter M. Miller
36. The Time Machine, by H.G. Wells
37. 20,000 Leagues Under The Sea, by Jules Verne
38. Flowers For Algernon, by Daniel Keys
39. The War Of The Worlds, by H.G. Wells
40. The Chronicles Of Amber, by Roger Zelazny
41. The Belgariad, by David Eddings
42. The Mists Of Avalon, by Marion Zimmer Bradley
43. The Mistborn Series, by Brandon Sanderson
44. Ringworld, by Larry Niven
45. The Left Hand Of Darkness, by Ursula K. LeGuin
46. The Silmarillion, by J.R.R. Tolkien
"Recommended" in the sense that I like it, but odds are slim that you will.
47. The Once And Future King, by T.H. White
48. Neverwhere, by Neil Gaiman
I can't believe that I still haven't read this.
49. Childhood's End, by Arthur C. Clarke
50. Contact, by Carl Sagan
51. The Hyperion Cantos, by Dan Simmons
52. Stardust, by Neil Gaiman
53. Cryptonomicon, by Neal Stephenson
54. World War Z, by Max Brooks
55. The Last Unicorn, by Peter S. Beagle
56. The Forever War, by Joe Haldeman
57. Small Gods, by Terry Pratchett
It seems a bit strange that they don't have "Discworld" as a single series in here.
58. The Chronicles Of Thomas Covenant, The Unbeliever, by Stephen R. Donaldson
59. The Vorkosigan Saga, by Lois McMaster Bujold
60. Going Postal, by Terry Pratchett
61. The Mote In God's Eye, by Larry Niven & Jerry Pournelle
How about "Inferno"? That was a great book.
62. The Sword Of Truth, by Terry Goodkind
63. The Road, by Cormac McCarthy
64. Jonathan Strange & Mr Norrell, by Susanna Clarke
Prediction: A generation from now, this will be in the top 5.
65. I Am Legend, by Richard Matheson
66. The Riftwar Saga, by Raymond E. Feist
The Riftwar Saga is good, but don't be tempted to continue into the Riftwar Cycle.
67. The Shannara Trilogy, by Terry Brooks
68. The Conan The Barbarian Series, by R.E. Howard
69. The Farseer Trilogy, by Robin Hobb
70. The Time Traveler's Wife, by Audrey Niffenegger
71. The Way Of Kings, by Brandon Sanderson
72. A Journey To The Center Of The Earth, by Jules Verne
73. The Legend Of Drizzt Series, by R.A. Salvatore
74. Old Man's War, by John Scalzi
75. The Diamond Age, by Neil Stephenson
76. Rendezvous With Rama, by Arthur C. Clarke
77. The Kushiel's Legacy Series, by Jacqueline Carey
78. The Dispossessed, by Ursula K. LeGuin
79. Something Wicked This Way Comes, by Ray Bradbury
80. Wicked, by Gregory Maguire
81. The Malazan Book Of The Fallen Series, by Steven Erikson
82. The Eyre Affair, by Jasper Fforde
83. The Culture Series, by Iain M. Banks
84. The Crystal Cave, by Mary Stewart
85. Anathem, by Neal Stephenson
86. The Codex Alera Series, by Jim Butcher
87. The Book Of The New Sun, by Gene Wolfe
88. The Thrawn Trilogy, by Timothy Zahn
I'm torn on this one - I remember loving it at the time, but it's likely that 30-year-old-Chris wouldn't enjoy it as much as 13-year-old Chris did. I'll err on the side of recommending.
89. The Outlander Series, by Diana Gabaldan
90. The Elric Saga, by Michael Moorcock
91. The Illustrated Man, by Ray Bradbury
92. Sunshine, by Robin McKinley
I haven't read this one yet, but where's the love for McKinley's earlier books?
93. A Fire Upon The Deep, by Vernor Vinge
94. The Caves Of Steel, by Isaac Asimov
95. The Mars Trilogy, by Kim Stanley Robinson
96. Lucifer's Hammer, by Larry Niven & Jerry Pournelle
97. Doomsday Book, by Connie Willis
98. Perdido Street Station, by China Mieville
99. The Xanth Series, by Piers Anthony
100. The Space Trilogy, by C.S. Lewis

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Muse, ack!

Yay good music!

I picked up R.E.M.'s "Collapse Into Now" and have enjoyed my first few listens through it. I'm always hesitant to weigh in too strongly on an REM album. Almost without exception, they grow on me, and I hate being on record as having an opinion when I'm fairly sure that opinion will shift over time. Heck, I hated Around the Sun when it came out, and now I enjoy it... definitely towards the bottom of their discography, but even bad REM is better than most other music.

So: my two favorite bands are PROBABLY REM and Radiohead. (At any given time I'll probably be listening more to some electronic artist instead, but year after year those are the bands I keep returning to.) I've noticed that the press has a ritual any time either band releases a new album: before it arrives, they'll speculate about whether it's a "real rock album" or not, and will quote statements from the band indicating that it is. Then, once it drops, the critics will determine whether it qualifies as a "real" rock album. Their review will almost inevitably address this question, which is pretty funny, because the question of whether an album is "rock" or not will have only a tenuous connection to the critic's eventual like or dislike of the album. (As best as I can tell, something counts as a "real rock album" if it prominently features undigitized electric guitar, played quickly on more than half of the tracks.)

The cycle continues for CIN (as it apparently is for King of Limbs, though I'm trying to avoid those reviews until I can give the album its due on my own). Well, backing up a bit, Accelerate scored incredibly high on the "real rock" scale. Most of the reviews for CIN seem to think that the album "rocks" about the same quantity as Accelerate, but is overall of lower quality. When making comparisons (because everyone, including me, LOVES comparing REM albums), the albums that keep on coming up are Accelerate and Monster.

I just don't get it. Yeah, "Discoverer", the opening track, is an exciting, fist-pumping anthemic rocker of a piece. That's not really unusual, though... I don't think you can find any REM album that doesn't have at least one enthusiastic track on it. As I listened to the album, the album I found myself thinking of most often was "Out of Time," REM's gorgeously flawed bridge between the masterpieces Green and Automatic.

Like OOT, CIN is... well, maybe not always happy, but decidedly upbeat. It experiments with different moods and arrangements, not always maintaining a lot of continuity between tracks, but making a fairly coherent over-arching statement. It also expands the fold; remember how OOT had the B-52's? Well, CIN has Patti Smith (as gorgeously strong here as she was on New Adventures in Hi-Fi), Eddie Vedder (hands-down his gentlest delivery ever), and Peaches. Again, it feels a little bit messy - these voices don't always seem to fit with REM - but it's messy in an expansive, interesting way.

A couple of the songs seemed to pretty consciously evoke OOT, as well. In particular, I think "It Happened Today" has to be REM's most unabashedly joyous song since... well, since Shining Happy People. And "Blue" seems to be continuing the conversation that started twenty years ago(!!!) in "Country Feedback."

This album seemed determine to make me like it. On a few occasions I thought, "Eh, this song isn't doing it for me," only to have it surprise me. "Oh My Heart" starts a little monotonously, but then Michael gets to the second verse: "The storm didn't kill me; the government changed." BAM! Just like that, I realized that this song was a sequel to "Houston," one of my favorite songs off of Accelerate. And that made me think of the tectonic changes we've experienced in the three years since that previous album dropped. I imagined our nation cautiously crawling out from the rubble, blinking our eyes, unsteadily trying to regain our feet. It's a place of pain, but also a place of hope, where we can see a way forward. "Oh My Heart," indeed!

"It Happened Today" seemed a little too light and fluffy at first. Then they just say, "screw it," and spend most of the song clapping their hands and singing "Oh, oh, oh, whoa, whoa, oh!" I mean, c'mon! That takes guts, and I love them for it.

I think my favorite tracks come at the end, though. "Alligator_Aviator_Autopilot_Antimatter" is the one song that does sound like it could have come from Monster; like that album, it's a winking parody of larger-than-life sound. It has fun, though, especially that ludicrous guitar lick during the bridge. Every time I listen to that track I hear something else over-the-top going on. "That Someone Is You" is a brief, exultant ode; it has an oddly punk-music structure to the song, but full-on REM execution. "Me, Marlon Brando, Marlon Brando and I" carries hints of the Southern Gothic thing that REM used to do back in the late 80's. I think my favorite track on the album may be "Blue," with its discordancy, spoken-word ramblings, noisemaking... all in the service of an elegiac, mournful, quiveringly beautiful song.

I can't rate Collapse Into Now yet, but just so y'all know where I'm coming from, I figured I'd go ahead and rank all the OTHER REM albums. I should mention that this list regularly shifts depending on my mood and what I've been listening to lately.
  1.  Green
  2. Automatic for the People
  3. Murmur 
  4. Document
  5. Accelerate 
  6. Life's Rich Pageant
  7. Reveal 
  8. Fables of the Reconstruction
  9. Up
  10. New Adventures in Hi-Fi. (This album makes Out of Time look like a fully coherent and thoroughly thought-out work.)
  11. Out of Time
  12. Around the Sun
  13. Reckoning
  14. Monster

And, that's that! Man... do you realize how lucky we are to have this band? They've been releasing records for almost as long as I've been alive. How many bands out there are still releasing original material after thirty years? How many bands are making GOOD MUSIC after that long? The muse hasn't left them yet, and it's fascinating to see what a rock band with a lifetime of experience behind them is capable of producing.

Friday, June 11, 2010

Gone

Quickie review on "Going Postal" (the new British TV movie):
It's pretty good!

Slightly longer review:

The movie is extremely faithful to the book.  It's been a while since I read (or, more accurately, listened to the book on tape of) Going Postal, but it has really struck in my mind.  That's partly because it was the first Discworld book I encountered (either that or Thud!, I forget which), but also because it's a really, really good story.

I won't recap everything that I like about GP here, and just assume that you've already read the book.  Therefore, while everything is wrapped as a


MINI SPOILER

the spoilers are the same as in the book.  Which I suppose could be considered a spoiler in itself.  Sorry about that.

Anyways: The movie features Moist von Lipwig, Pratchett's most recent Discworld protagonist and probably my second-favorite, just behind Vimes.  The character lineup is the same as in the book (to the best of my recollection), and doesn't drastically alter any personalities.  It also maintains the themes of the book, a really clever indictment of monopolies, entrenched markets, and anti-competitive practices. 

It is a made-for-TV movie, so it doesn't wow as much as a Hollywood (or Holy Wood) spectacle might, but the effects are still quite good; Moist's disquieting nightmares in the post office are particularly effective.  The weakest aspect of the special effects is Moist's golem, who belongs to the same school of "guy putting on random unconvincing costume" that has previously graced time-honored British productions like the original Hitchhiker's Guide show, Doctor Who, and Red Dwarf.  He looks appropriately menacing in the dark, but fully ridiculous when walking the streets in daylight.

Most of the actors are quite good, though.  Moist comes across as a bit more... vulnerable, I guess, than I had imagined him, but it's still a good portrayal.  Vetinari is great; I still prefer Jeremy Irons' excellent portrayal in The Colour of Magic, but his replacement does a good job.  Vetinari is such a great character that, as long as you convey what Pratchett has written, it's going to be good.  The postmen also came across as I had imagined from the story.

If I have a complaint about the movie, it's that it tends to be melodramatic.  The most obvious offense is its portrayal of the villains from the Clacks.  They really chew the scenery with some of the hammiest, over-the-top acting I've seen recently.  It's one of those things that goes so far overboard that I have to laugh and assume that they meant it to be bad.


END SPOILERS

So, where does this fit in the pantheon?  As far as I know we now have three screen adaptations: Hogfather, The Colour of Magic, and Going Postal.  All have had their ups and downs.  I'd summarize them as follows.

Best original story: Going Postal
Best main actor: Hogfather (Susan was great)
Best Vetinari: The Colour of Magic
Best Visual Effects: The Colour of Magic
Best Villain: Hogfather
Best Overall: Going Postal

Anyways, that's where I see it.  It'll be interesting to see if they keep putting them out.  I'd kind of like to see a Vimes story on the screen, but at the same time, I'm pretty worried about it; the guards have such excellent characters, and it would be really hard to do them justice.  (Nobby in the Hogfather was just embarrassing; Angua in Going Postal was decent, but didn't get much screen time.)  Still, if anything they seem to be improving, so hopefully there will be more quality stuff to come; plus, it's been really encouraging to see how they've been happy to bring Pratchett's stories to life without feeling the need to muck around with it.

Monday, May 24, 2010

Lots

Just finished watching the "Lost" series finale.  It was going to take way too long past my bedtime, so instead I got set up to get a copy of it, went to bed, and then woke up an hour earlier this morning so I could see it before coming in to work.  Ordinarily I wouldn't have bothered, but with a series event like this, the risk was just too great that I would get spoilered in the 24 hours between original airtime and when I would have seen it.

I've been a pretty faithful fan of "Lost" throughout most of its run.  I started watching it partway through the first season.  I was initially attracted to it in the ads on ABC, or, more specifically, by Dominic Monaghan's infamous line reading: "Where are we?"  "That's Merry!" I thought.  "Gee, I miss those hobbits.  That show could be good!"  After I missed the first few episodes, I figured I'd take a flyer, but I kept on hearing about how good it was, so, thanks to the miracle of the Internet, I got caught up.  Back then, getting caught up meant a weekend, not months of nightly viewing.

At the time, I thought that those first few episodes of "Lost" were some of the most compelling television I'd ever seen.  The overarching sense of mystery, the incredible tension that filled the episodes, the fact that nobody was safe and anybody could be killed at any time - those things all made Lost more than any other drama I'd seen before, elevating it to a level of quality that I tend to associate with movies. 

Of course, it turned out to not be such an outlier.  I firmly believe that the past decade has produced some amazing television, and that TV can now actually make an argument for being a legitimate art form.  There's a lot to be said for why this is so, but I think a big part of the reason comes down to technology.  Shows like "Lost" and "The Wire" and "Battlestar Galactica" are so complex, so deep, so interwoven, that even if you watch every episode it can be hard to keep up with the plot.  If you miss an episode, you're, well, lost.  In the old days that would be it; now, thanks to the Internet, and Hulu, and Netflix, it's possible to get into a show after a few seasons, or to get caught up after missing a night.  That gives writers the courage to demand more of their viewers, trusting them to keep pace, instead of needing to spoon-feed them pablum.

"Lost" started in mystery.  It moved into reversal.  From about midway through the first season through the end of the second season, pretty much everything about the show was devoted to revealing that everything was the opposite of what it had initially seemed.

MINI SPOILERS


Sawyer seems like a hardened criminal.  Guess what?  He's really a sweet and loyal guy.  Kate sure seems nice.  Guess what?  She's a murderer!  Wait, hold on, double-reversal: the victim deserved it!  Boy, I can't believe that the sweet Sun is stuck with that awful husband Jin!  Uh-oh... turns out that Jin is an amazing guy who sacrificed everything for Sun, and she's an unfaithful betrayer!

In case you can't tell, it was around this time that I started to lose a little faith in the series.  This was largely due to the practical reason that they were taking everything I liked about particular characters and destroying it.  Hurley was no longer a fun-loving, good-natured dude; Locke was no longer the serenely confident prophet of the island.  And, biggest of all, the series was turning from its early mysterious, frankly occult sensibility, into a boring fourth-grade science class.  "Oh, supernatural forces had nothing to do with us getting here - it's because of these gol-darn magnets!"

Fortunately, they turned it around, and how!  After the mystery phase and the reversal phase, the series eventually settled into what I like to think of as the complexity phase.  The writers embraced the mythology that they were creating, and just ran with it.  Instead of getting stuck with the choice between explaining mysteries or not explaining mysteries, they dug deeper, actually telling a story instead of stalling, but at the same time expanding their horizons and pulling more threads into the weave.  One of the most amazing things about "Lost" is how fluid its cast has been.  Early on I was impressed by how many major characters died; later, I was impressed by how many major characters were added in late acts.  Some of these, especially Desmond and Ben but also Miles, Daniel, Jacob, and Whitmore, became incredibly important.


MEGA SPOILERS FOR THE LAST SEASON

I keep on remarking to people about how impressed I was at the show's final turn.  For a long time the distinctive narrative trick of the show was the flash-back; each episode continued the story on the island, but also included a wrapped story about a castaway's prior life.  There was an amazing shift when the show started presenting flash-forwards, presenting what happened to characters after they left the island.  After you've gone back and you've gone forward, well, you've done everything, right?

Nope!  Only if you're thinking of time as a one-dimensional axis.  The final season started to flash SIDEWAYS, into a parallel existence.

Early on, I (and probably most other people) assumed that we were seeing a parallel timeline.  The previous season's finale ended with the detonation of an atomic bomb in the 1970's, which was supposed to have undone the chain of events that led to the plane crash.  The characters remained on the island, so it seemed to have failed; but, they were also safely on the ground in the flash-sideways, so it seemed to have worked.  It seemed reasonable to think that we were seeing two diverging views of reality, depending on whether or not the bomb had worked. 

As the season progressed, though, that view became less and less clear.  We gradually learned that there were deeper changes in the characters beyond the plane crash.  Sawyer was no longer a con man; he was now a cop.  Locke was still in a wheelchair, but instead of his injury being the result of a confrontation with his awful father, it was from a plane crash with his wonderful father.  I began so suspect that something else was going on.

MEGA SPOILERS FOR THE FINAL EPISODE


In the end, it turned out that we weren't seeing a parallel timeline, but a parallel existence.  In the tension between science (quantum theory) and mysticism (afterlife), I think mysticism finally won out, but there ended up being a great unity between them.  As best as I can make it, we were seeing an afterlife, a sort of purgatory after characters had died and before they moved on.  Hurley, who has become the guardian of the Island, uses his powers (which, as we know from watching Jacob, expand past the island's borders) to comfort them, reunite them, and bring them forward.

This is all delicious, because, of course, people have been speculating from the very first season that the island is a purgatory; I don't think people were expecting it to be the prelude to purgatory (at least, I wasn't).  The last episode was filled with several of these great, semi-winking references for fans.  One of my favorites was when Sawyer says to Jack, "So, you're the new Jacob?  Don't you think that's kind of the obvious choice?"  Of course, that's what people have been saying all over the Internet for the last five days; and, of course, all the writers knew that that's how people would react.

On the whole, I'm deeply satisfied with the final episode.  It was emotionally satisfying, ended on my favored mystical note, resolved a lot, and left a few things open.  Some of these we can puzzle out ourselves, others may continue to be mysteries.

The show wasn't too explicit about exactly what happened with Black Smoke, for example, but I think it's relatively straightforward to figure out.  When Desmond pulled out the stone, the Island lost its special powers.  Hence the earthquakes and storms and such.  However, Smokey got his powers from the island, and so Desmond's action also made him mortal.  It turns out that both Smokey and Jack were right: Desmond can destroy the island, and Desmond can destroy Smokey.  I love it when two seemingly contradictory positions both end up being true.  And that's really the major theme of this show, isn't it?  Both science and magic are real; they're just different perceptions of actual events.  The same act can both betray and save.  You can deny someone and love them at the same time.

My biggest bummer from the finale was not seeing Walt or Michael.  I'm especially puzzled by why Michael wasn't there, since the actor was obviously available for an earlier undead appearance on the island.  As for Walt, I'm guessing that his absence was a production decision; maybe he was unavailable or asking for too much money.  On the other hand, I have a secret thought that they may be saving him for a movie or a spin-off.  Walt was the only member of the original castaways who actually did have special powers, some sort of latent ability prior to landing on the island.  It's possible that his story might be even bigger than the island's; the island couldn't hold him, he's going to have adventures of his own.  At least, that's what I like to think.

I loved, loved, loved the final scene of the show.  I'm a big fan of unexpected symmetry.  Ending it with the same shot as where the series opened was a great grace note.  There's something vaguely Finnegan's Wake-ish about it, except that instead of a loop, it's a return; a reset to the original state.  I like that.

Random thought: boy, that sure is an interfaith church, huh? 

Favorite character:
At their most awesome moments, still Locke.  Averaged over the whole series, Ben.

Least favorite character:
Still Shannon.  So glad they killed her off early on.

Favorite season:
Tough call... probably this last one, although the third was also really good.

Best villain:
Ben.

Favorite location:
Man, there sure are a lot.  I like the idea of the Temple a lot.  In practice, the Dharma stations are the coolest-looking.  Probably The Orchid station.

Favorite time:
The 70's, dude!

Favorite number:
23

Favorite canned Dharma food:
A1 Steak Sauce

Favorite tailie:
Mr. Eko

Favorite mainlander:
Um... I forget if we ever learn his name, but the guy who played the Lieutenant on The Wire.  Penny's also sweet.

Favorite Whitemorian:
They were a great bunch, weren't they?  Overall I'd have to say Daniel, but Miles made a really strong showing in the last season.

Favorite Other:
If I can't count Ben again, then Richard.

Favorite song:
"Catch a falling star" grew on me.  Particularly the sinister, minor-key variation that we hear during Claire's insanity.

Favorite weapon:
The atomic bomb.

Favorite vehicle:
Dharma van.

Favorite flash-back:
Locke's outback adventure.

Favorite flash-forward:
The first one was awesome for the shock value.  Otherwise, probably Sayeed's bloody quest.

Favorite flash-sideways:
Hurley the chicken king.

Favorite line:
I'm not sure, but it's gotta be one of Sawyer's.  That man has the best collection of one-liners in the history of the universe.  My favorite from the last episode was from Miles, though: "I don't believe in a lot, but I do believe in duct tape."

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Good bye, Lost!  Thanks for all the great television!

Wednesday, February 03, 2010

Toys in the Attic

Sigh... another one bites the dust.  At least Dollhouse had the chance to go out in a classy manner.

I think that by this point I have a somewhat Pavlovian response when it comes to a Joss Whedon creation.  "Oh no, it will get canceled!  Oh no, it got canceled!  You bastards!"  I need to force myself to get some perspective: Yes, Dollhouse was a great show.  No, it wasn't as good as Firefly.  Yes, it's one of the best things on television.  No, it isn't the best thing on television.  Yes, the show's cancellation is a blow.  No, it isn't a disaster.  At least we got two good seasons, a ton of twists, some memorably characters, a denouement... life could be a lot worse.

MINI SPOILERS


* Favorite character: Topher, hands down.  He was amusing from the beginning, and just got more and more awesome as the show came along.  Who could have predicted his acting in the last four episodes?  He's a phenomenal character, even if it wasn't for his in-your-face nerdiness that made me identify with him.
* Favorite alum from Whedonland: Alan Tudyk.  I still giggle at the memory of his reveal.  Close second: Summer Glau.
* Favorite doll: I think that Victor was the best actor of the lot.  All of them pull off an amazing range (Sierra somewhat less so than the rest, but she makes up for it by being smokin'), but Victor is tops.  For favorite overall, though, I've got to go with Echo.
* Favorite setting: Hm... maybe Topher's den o' fun.  Oh, wait, new answer: The Attic.
* Favorite guest actor (non-Whedonland division): Patton Oswalt.
* Favorite villain: Alpha.
* Favorite imprint: Topher, as imprinted on Victor.
* Favorite episode: Gosh, hard to tell, though it's definitely from the second season.  Probably the one where they rescue Echo from D.C.
* Favorite trend: Battlestar Galactica veterans landing guest gigs.
* Favorite tech: The Attic.

MEGA SPOILERS


I can't shake the feeling that Whedon pulled the whole Boyd thing out of his ass.  It was a surprise, but mainly because it made no damn sense.  I mean... just why, exactly, would he disguise himself as the security chief?  More to the point: why would he present himself as a low-level handler, expose himself to danger on a recurring basis, and work his way up to being a subordinate?

They try to explain it by saying that he means to be close to Caroline, to.... consume her precious bodily fluids, I guess?  Again, it just doesn't make sense.  He supposedly runs the most powerful multinational corporation in the world.  You don't get there without picking up the ability to delegate to people.

Who knows... I'm genuinely curious if Whedon had planned this from the beginning, or had just come up with it.  Even if it was in the original plan, he hadn't gotten around to laying the proper groundwork for it.  Which I can't necessarily blame him for... if he'd had two more seasons to plant clues and explain things, then maybe it would have been a totally awesome revelation, a la Season 4 of Angel, and not feel like a cop-out.

I thought that was the one really weak point in the whole show, which is pretty impressive.  There are other things that I can complain about, but they mainly come down to me whining, "More!"  I would have loved to get some context for Alpha's role in the final episode; there have to be some great stories there.  I'd like to have seen more of the machinations within the corporation.

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This too had passed.  At least we got to wrap this one up.  As insanely rushed as the last few episodes felt, Whedon did (on the whole) a phenomenal job of satisfying our hunger for resolution.  And, while it does leave us wanting more... well, that's the essence of great storytelling, isn't it?  One of these days he'll learn his lesson and start making shows for cable instead of for network television.  Until then, I'll grab the gems as I can.

Saturday, January 09, 2010

I guess we've agreed to call this "Twenty Ten"?

There has been a surge of "Best 10 X of the Decade" lists floating around.  I like lists, and I like stuff, and I felt generally good about the past decade, so here are some of my choices.

Note: These should be understood as my personal, subjective favorites.  In other words, these are the ones I enjoyed the most, not necessarily those that are "best".  Also, just picking 10 is hard enough, ordering is impossible, so don't read anything into the particular ordering here.  I used numbers just because that's an easy way for me to make sure I have 10 items.

Top 10 Movies:
1. Fellowship of the Rings
2. The Two Towers
3. Return of the King
4. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
5. Waking Life
6. Pan's Labyrinth
7. Wet Hot American Summer
8. Bowling for Columbine
9. Primer
10. Spirited Away
Notes:
If I'm allowed to do Lord of the Rings as 1 movie, then I'll substitute "A History of Violence" and "Zodiac" as my other two.
I felt like I had to put a comedy on here, and WHAS was on the top of my mind.  The movie itself is funny, but even more than that, it epitomizes the kind of humor that I've enjoyed most this decade: the playing-it-straight-while-embracing-absurdity mode, making deliberately bad art while showing that you, the creator, recognize that it's bad and giving the viewer encouragement to laugh.  On television, Garth Merenghi's Darkplace is a great example of the type.
Michael Moore has become declasse, but I still think that Bowling is a great movie.  Everything Moore does has become incredibly politicized, so it's easy to overlook the fact that this is his least partisan, least polemical, most curious movie ever.  Contrary to popular belief, he doesn't demonize the NRA or our lax gun control laws, sanely pointing out that countries like Switzerland and Canada have even higher gun ownership rates and nowhere near our murder problem.  Instead, Moore is looking for something subtle, trying to find the piece of the American psyche that makes us hurt one another so much.  He doesn't find it, but this movie is a great place to look.
It's no coincidence that most of my movies are from earlier in the decade.  I just haven't seen that many movies lately.

Top 10 Books:
1. Anathem
2. The Baroque Cycle
3. The Raw Shark Texts
4. The Tipping Point
5. Kafka on the Shore
6. A Song of Ice and Fire
7. Pastoralia
8. Going Postal
9.Jonathan Strange & Mr. Norrell
10. What to Eat
Notes:
It may seem cheap to do The Baroque Cycle as one book, especially when I did Lord of the Rings as three movies.  I don't have a great excuse for why, though I'll point out that Stephenson wrote the entire manuscript (in longhand!  on parchment!) at once.
Ditto ASoIaF.  I really should pick one, but it's all one big serial.  The latter books are generally cooler, but only because of the work done by the earlier books; it's impossible to read them in isolation.  I should just rename this section "Top 10 Books and Series" and stop complaining.

Top 10 Television:
1. Battlestar Galactica
2. Arrested Development
3. Firefly
4. Dexter
5. The Wire
6. Robot Chicken
7. Death Note
8. The Venture Brothers
9. Stella
10. The Daily Show
Notes:
I agonized a little about putting Lost on here.  If you just look at the best, and ignore most of Season 2 and half of Season 4, then it's one of the best shows of the decade.
Isn't it strange that I like so many TV comedies and so few movie comedies?
I currently like The Colbert Report more than The Daily Show - it tends to be more creative and imaginative.  Still, looking at the work of both shows over the decade, TDS beats it out for quality.  It isn't exaggerating too much to say that the show helped keep me sane in the difficult years from 2001 until 2006.
BSG and The Wire are my favorites of the decade by a wide margin.

10 Worst Events:
1. September 11, 2001
2. November 2004 elections
3. November 2000 elections
4. Abu Ghraib
5. AT&T wiretaps America
6. The government (including Obama!) refuse to punish AT&T for violating the Constitution
7. Laissez faire regulation and bad housing policy leads to the Great Recession
8. Guantanamo imprisons innocents in Kafkaesque charade
9. Enron, Worldcom, and all the other companies that defrauded the little guy while looking out for #1 self-implode, contributing to the first of two totally unnecessary recessions this decade
10. Death of Kurt Vonnegut

10 Personal Highlights:
1. Moving to California
2. Graduating college
3. Working for 4 great software companies and 1 internship
4. Writing my first book
5. Becoming an active hiker and cyclist
6. Learning to cook - well!
7. Traveling in Japan
8. Sticking to my goals
9. Getting paid for things I love to do
10. Keeping in touch with friends from every stage of my life

10 Coolest Tech:
1. Mobile phones (especially with GPS, Internet access, cameras, and more)
2. iPods
3. Digital cameras & camcorders that fit in your shirt pocket
4. PS2/3
5. GMail
6. Google Maps
7. Ubuntu
8. YouTube
9. Wikipedia
10. Roomba
Notes: Think about it.  A tiny, tiny little piece of plastic can hold hundreds of hours of music.  You can buy a robot, for about a week's worth of wages, which will CLEAN YOUR FLOOR FOR YOU.  Are we living in the future or what?I didn't include stuff like biodiesel or solar power - even though those became big deals this decade, the underlying tech has been around for a while.

Top 10 Video Games:
1. GTA San Andreas
2. ICO
3. Dragon Age
4. Baldur's Gate 2
5. Rock Band (+ Guitar Hero, all incarnations)
6. HalfLife 2 + Portal
7. Civilization IV
8. Fall from Heaven 2
9. Katamari Damacy
10. Rez
Notes:
FFH2 DEFINITELY deserves a separate slot in addition to Civ4.  I must admit that I now play FFH2 far more than the other, but both are great games.
Disclaimer: I only owned a PC and various Sony products through this decade, so no XBOX or N64/GameCube/Wii games are included.

Other notes:
I've been sadly out of the loop on music for most of this decade, so I don't want to hazard a Top 10 list for that.  I'll note that most of what I've been enjoying lately is electronic music, but there's plenty of other great stuff out there.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Books that Stuck With Me

I was tagged with the Book List meme on Facebook about three months ago.  I was distracted when it hit, and I DO like thinking about and writing about books, so... better late than never, right?  Right?

Instructions: Don't take too long to think about it. Fifteen books you've read that will always stick with you. First fifteen you can recall in no more than 15 minutes.  (I'm not tagging anyone, but all are encouraged to play!  If you publish a list anywhere, please tag me or send me a link so I can see what books are living in my friends' heads.)

1. The Hobbit
2. The Bible
3. Dubliners
4. Snow Crash
5. Crying of Lot 49
6. Moby Dick
7. Design Patterns
8. Hamlet
9. Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance
10. Brave New World
11. Lord of the Flies
12. The Official Book of Ultima
13. Tripod Trilogy
14. Dave Barry Slept Here
15. Choose Your Own Adventure series

Although it isn't listed in the Instructions, I've limited myself to books that I first read at least five years ago; they have already passed the test of time.  Also, I'm sticking literally to the "memorable" requirement: these aren't necessarily the best books, or the most influential on my thinking, or the ones I've enjoyed the most.  They are all books that pop easily into my head to this day.

Brief notes on each:

1. A book that made me passionate about reading, and in a sense paved the way for everything else.  It also awakened a love for fantasy that continues to this day.

2. I know, it's a cliche, but it's also true.  As a child I devoured all the bible stories in Sunday School, and fiercely competed in contests to recall facts or race to look up verses.  (Gotta love the Baptists!)  I remember sitting in the sanctuary and, any time I wasn't tracking with what was going on, I'd quickly flip to Revelation and get lost in the phantasmagoric scenes there.  The book has continued with me as I've grown.  Like a lot of other college kids, I was intrigued and devastated by Ecclesiastes.  These days, I'm most drawn by the Synoptic Gospels, particularly the Sermon on the Mount.

3. The first Joyce I read.  I'm tempted to put Ulysses here instead, since its cumulative impact was greater and I'll always vividly remember Circe, Stephen and Bloom's nighttime walk home, the vicious anti-semitic voice in the tavern, stately plump Buck Mulligan, and everything else.  But Dubliners is quiet and filled with moments that I'm still unpacking: the plate of green peas, the election day passion, and above all the heart-dropping end of Araby.

4. Aw yeah!  Stephenson rocks my world, and Snow Crash remains one of the most flat-out kinetic yet mind-bending books I've ever read.  It affects the way I think about technology, about politics, about the future, about pizza delivery, McDonald's, the primal howl of pre-electronic man and the drone of constant information.

5. I love Crying of Lot 49 more each time I return to it.  As I grow older I increasingly appreciate ambiguity, and this book has it in spades.  There's something incredibly compelling about unpacking more and more from a mystery that you know you will never be able to solve.

6. I was pleasantly surprised by how much more exciting this book was than I had expected.  There's a ton of stuff going on in there, and plenty more to unpack.  The reason why it's listed here, though, is primarily from the amazingly vivid scenes that Melville created: above all, the apocalyptic image of monomaniacal Captain Ahab lashing himself to the ship's main mast in the middle of a torrential storm, raging with pure fury against the intractable force of nature.

7. Almost the only non-fiction book on the list.  What can I say - I love novels, and even the best non-fiction books don't burrow as deeply into my brain.  But Design Patterns underlies almost everything I do as a professional developer.  Not only do I use its tools; more importantly, it helped me learn how to think about software development, how to approach problems and find solutions that didn't just fix the problem but were repeatable, generic, communicable, and robust.

8. Shakespeare occupies a huge cumulative space in my brain, and Hamlet remains my favorite of the bunch.

9. This book is considered passe by a lot of folks, but I can't pretend that it didn't have a big impact on me.  It helped me settle on a major, guided me to my university, and changed the way that I think about programming.  The word Quality is overused, but it's still something I feel compelled to strive for.

10. This is my favorite in a dystopic triumvirate that also includes 1984 and Fahrenheit 451.  What's most chilling to me is that, unlike the other two books, there isn't an overt authorial voice telling you how bad the future is.  People in the world treat it matter-of-factly, and I get a little woozy when I think about that life.  Creepiest of all, we're inexorably moving closer and closer to that world.

11. Lord of the Flies may have had the biggest impact on me of any book that I read in junior high.  First, it was filled with vivid imagery that implanted itself in my mind: poor put-upon Piggy, patient silent mystical Simon, the buzzing flies surrounding a dismembered head.  Lord of the Flies also made me start thinking about the basic building blocks of society: who has power, where power comes from, how power is used, the consequences of usurping power.  As such, it kicked off a fascination with politics, both in the abstract and the specific, that remains to this day.

12. My love for the Ultima series was entirely out of proportion to how much of it I had played.  I caught a few brief glimpses of Ultima II at a friend's house while growing up, played Ultima VI at a family friend's house while on a vacation, and years later got a copy of Ultima VI for myself.  (Only later would I play IV, VII, and IX, which in sum would cement my good opinion of the series.) Anyways, what I loved about this book was that it wasn't a strategy guide or something that looked narrowly at the games.  Instead, it described the fascinating process of creating the games, including religious controversy, familial discontent, Richard's astronaut father, selling floppies out of zip-lock bags, and so on.  Even better, in describing his philosophy of game creation, Garriott shares some great advice that I still try to follow.  Most importantly, the first thing to create is the world.  Before you worry about the plot or the characters, create the map.  Once you have a detailed and interesting world, the rest will fall into place, and it will be more varied and interesting as a result.

13. I loved this Scholastic series in elementary school... I haven't read the books in ages, but I still remember the shock when a boy feels his head and finds where a metal disc has been embedded into his skull.  I also appreciate the surprisingly nuanced tone of the series' later entries, which turn away from pure xenophobia and show the workings of the pioneer aliens who have colonized Earth.

14. Dave Barry is probably my favorite humorist, and this is my favorite book of his.  It's incredibly funny.  More surprising, it actually paved the way for learning about actual history much later on... I was surprised to find that his description of the Treaty of Versailles was awfully close to what actually happened.

15. I could have also put Lone Wolf here.  I love games, and I love books, and there was a time when the best thing going was books that were games.  I enjoyed the imagination these books provoked.  They also made me start viewing plots as a series of nodes (scenes) connected by vectors (decisions), which is how I often see even conventional stories.  Choose Your Own Adventure also primed me to love test adventure games, which in turn led me to start programming, which eventually led to the awesome life that I have now.  Hooray for books!